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Monday, April 11, 2005

I hate you when you scold me
You deepen the hole in my heart
And the hurt will still remain
I keep on crying myself to sleep at night

I hate you when you ask me favors
And all I can do is obey what you say
For I can never resist
The gentleness of your speech

I hate you when I can’t stop thinking of you
When will all this stupid daydreams end?
Why do I keep on hoping?
When I should expect for nothing

I hate you when I know reality bites
And you are the reason for all my longing
Even though I’m sure it can never be
I’ll remain an optimist until eternity

I hate you when I stare into space
And all I can see is you
Love is blind they all say
Then why am I seeing you?

I hate you when you look at her
You make me green with envy
I become purple with jealousy
Near the edge of a breakdown to insanity

I hate you when I can’t sleep at night
Because I keep on wondering about you
Even though I know I shouldn’t care
It’s an instinct I couldn’t bear

I hate you for making me feel this way
I’m not used to it and for me it’s not okay
Please help me act back to the way I used to be
Your love is going to be the only key

I hate you for making me deny
All these feelings deep inside
But when you look into my eyes you’ll see
My emotions are real for you and me

I hate you for being so silent and cold
How insensitive you are, yet you’re never told
You’re such a jerk, can’t you see
What the hell you’ve done to me

I hate you for making me assume
That there’s a chance from the look of your eyes
But all you did was make me fall
Even deeper down than before

I hate you for all the charm and your appeal
Like as if, it’s all going to be real
Pinch me to make me awake
To the plain reality that is fake

I hate you for leaving me alone
In the dark night that making me scorn
I’m scared to lose you, that’s the reason why
I’m trying hard not to say goodbye
DECK, thank you for this nice poem you sent me... Yeah, it is somehow related to me... Thanks talaga! mwah!


< Maine sang at @ 11:09 AM

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